How I Lost My Power and Got It Back Again
/When I moved to Sweden in 2016, I was not just carrying a baby in my womb, but I was filled with nourishing support from years of living in soul sisterhood.
I’m talking about the kind of sisterhood that’s your soul village, carrying you to any mountaintop you ever dream of. If you have yet to experience it, I want to say two things; first, you absolutely can, and secondly, it’s up to you and me to create it.
The soul village energy from my sisters, brothers and elders carried me through a flow of magic!
Within 3 years, I had manifested:
my life partner
our baby
a witchy midwife and magical homebirth (in a place where no midwives exist and homebirth is looked down on!)
the land we wanted to grow a family, home, food garden and community place
a brand new business with sold out courses
and more
and then, everything stopped.
I was in a standstill for almost another 3 years!
What happened?
Well, sure, I was in a deep process of integrating everything and learning how to hold space for it while also getting into the intrinsic bubble with my second child. However, one thing had changed significantly:
I had little or no contact with my soul family.
I tried staying connected online to my most close sisters, but as our family is based on getting together in person every year to pray and support each other, I had fallen out.
The web they and we are weaving…. I still feel it in my core, in my heart and every frequency. It is what still guides me and keeps me expanding my consciousness. But, the actual support… that needs nourishment.
During this time, I’ve learned two valuable things I’d like to share with you:
How to lead myself, my family, business, farm and everything I create, from my own deep responsibility and inner wisdom (absolutely essential if you want to be a leader of the new time! I teach this in Creatrix Cure + my upcoming sacred leadership programme)
The wound of village-loss is real, but we can do so much to heal it and we should! Because support from likeminded souls, the unconditional-love-kind of support, is what we need to uplevel. We can go this far, but not further, alone. We need each other to grow.
So what did I do to get my power back?
Again, two things:
I created Yoginis and Mamas Community and I joined existing online communities to support my growth.
I’ve now supportive souls all over the world that are also within reach online. Since the day I started Yoginis and Mamas Community, the women I’ve met have become friends. Many of them are close friends that I’m still in contact with. And we support each other’s journeys through womanhood and motherhood every single day!
Women in our circles have met at Yoginis and Mamas for the first time and are still in contact, supporting each other outside of our community too! To me, that’s pure magic.
Wrapping it up for today, I want to invite you into that magic:
RINGEN is our online community with sisterhood, sharing circles, and self-study with immense support for you to be held in your process and accountability.
In January, February, March, we make a collective commitment to honor our sacred bodies through somatic practices, women wellness tools and gatherings. (But of course, we’re open year round).
Click here (in Swedish) to learn more and join us: RINGEN MEDLEMSKAP
Sending you so much love and gratitude for being in the circle with me,
Magic Magie
